The warmth returns the summer rolls in slowly but surely- relaxation mixed in with uncompromised excitement for my work and for my future. I can only look forward , dwelling on the past makes my head hurt and my feelings become tangled with self-doubt, expectation, fear of failure. The dread comes in a passing feeling once every so often, as if everything I have worked so hard to make reality is and will be for nothing. These feelings approach me when I attempt to spread word of my work, it eats at my soul because it was never meant to be marketed- none of my work was meant to be shared, it has not been designed in that way. So it makes me uncomfortable and confused to attempt to gain traction. I am eternally thankful to the kindness and intrigue that reaches my mailbox or a note below the video as simple as the word KINO. makes me laugh like a kid when I see it. Really cant say enough for the humans that back the work in any way shape or form.

     I am juiced to continue progressing

     Thinking about pausing patreon-  because it takes away from my mind dojo. Love everyone who finds it and throws a coffee my way, or a long time supporter who buys a cup of joe each month for me; thee Worker bee. but i cant find the time to be as active on the platform as i would like. lets be real: the platform itself is whacky- the website runs like ass- bloated design and simple things are either harder than they should be or just not possible. not to mention: my work takes a bunch of time. so it feels bad, as if i werent working for long periods of time. but the true nature is that I work nearly every day, diligently, to make the moving pictures come to life

     luckily, Most understand the reality- animation, and creation in general take massive time, whether or not you are 1-man or multi-man. this is something I accept. the goal is to evolve your brain along the way and to say fuck it have a bit of fun with the project because its all silly anyways- 

making anything is a bit silly, But it is far less silly than allowing life to zip by passively >=)

message in a bottle yeah???